“So much pain, so close too losing it y’all. Dear god, a lot things have changed since my last letter. I had to write you again, I just want to tell you, your boy is maintaining, but listen, hear me out god.”


I miss you everyday. All the time thinking how I can’t change what has already happened. I miss your voice, your character, living in the moment every second with you, everything you loved I loved as well. We were brothers, thick & think. I told you every time I saw you that you wouldn’t be there for my wedding, you never believed my words. I saw this coming so long ago, but never truly believed it would happen. YOU brought so much life in my life, the courage you kept in your heart to never give up. I wish I knew how bad you were struggling with this terrible world a long with addiction, but you didn’t want to hurt me, I forever will miss you. I wont forget everything we did together, our talks, the adventures, life will be a blur without you. I promise you I will make it with you still by my side. I just want you to know where ever you are, I love you so much man & am so sorry for all of this, you are my hero. I know you’re watching over my every move in this life now, stay up there, watch over Hallie & I. You will never be forgotten, in my heart forever, everyday I miss you. love you. RIP DTB ❤



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