Man oh man it’s been a while since I’ve written anything on here. What better way to kick of some motivational writing with the weather pulsing life into my face, I love spring time. Life is such a challenge to live & forget, to carry on & remain strong, the ups & the downs. I myself thought I was invincible to emotional fear, set-backs, I thought I could conquer all my doubts & thoughts I had in my head time to time. The important thing is, I will never give up, & will always keep You up with me. I endure everyone’s pain in the world it seems, always telling everyone, I FEEL EVERYTHING. I was born to feel all the life, hate, love, setbacks, disappointments, all these help me climb to the pinnacle of where I stand emotionally/physically. The past year I’ve really come to conclusion on what love truly is. Yes the word that gives us butterflies, a beaming word that gives us hope, LOVE. I believe love truly defies/conquers anything in the world, it’s truly unexplainable, the feeling you get when you bond with the “one” the feeling in your heart that’s soaked with happiness, the amount of euphoria, memories, LOVE is what everyone needs, love forever saved my life. Thank you.
What is life to you? Do we actually have an understanding of our kind? Think as the puzzle was never put together, but pieces are here for you to connect. Not a day is the same as I envision this dark cold world through my window that hides a beautiful mirage of beauty. All I see is a world completely disconnected by separation & jealousy over things that don’t matter. Friends have come & gone for the better, seems now days it’s all for show. People’s true emotions are stuck & frozen dead in the ground shut. The saying goes “Product Of Their Own Environment”
-Faces Smile While Others Frown- Upcoming Generations Gutted Put In The Ground-Not Us The Revolutions Our Sound, Mind Over Anything We All Wear Crowns-Break Out The Glass You’ll See What You’ve Found-Love Is The Product Of The Mind, Body, And Soul Nestle Together As One We All Become “Whole”-
It’s the big day of the 6th grade field trip at Cambridge Way Middle School. Everyone was enjoying the most beautiful weather filled full of joy as the students got seated on the bus. You knew in your heart that your life would change forever after today. As you sat in your seat by yourself closely analyzing all the faces that put you to shame. Constantly being picked on by everyone, followed by being called the nastiest names for no apparent reason made you despise your entire class. Today was different though, no one seemed to put much focus on you for once as all the kids were interested in the field trip. Headphones blaring and not giving a fuck on what will end up happening today. Prepared and focused as the lyrics imprinted your mind, this was destined to happen leaving no regrets behind. As you slowly unzipped your book bag, drawing much attention to the students you simply nod to them. Without hesitation you scramble out your fathers .40 S&W, full magazines locked and loaded as you start dismembering your fellow class with 40 rounds of lead. Gun powder filled the air, as 15 bodies lay flattened on bus #165. You could see movement as some students were still some what breathing, putting a stop of that by slicing each and everyone of their throats one by one. The music was louder and you couldn’t stop, hatred filled your veins as you left every spec of anger on that bus. Taking the life’s of every student or teacher that ever talked down upon you, making you feel weak and hopeless at ever being excepted. Windows were drenched with large amounts of blood, 15 life’s were taken. Sitting in everyone’s blood with a smirk, sirens neared but you didn’t care.